i think she like me too

it’s just she didn’t realize it yet. but seriously… when i asked her why is it that important for her to know bout my secret date few days before, why she never asked bout my date with alister. she become speechless and change the topic. 

but i don’t want to rush her. i can wait. i don’t mind waiting. i’m cool. but i really feel like hugging her. coz she really makes me happy. 

addiction to cigarette smoke!

51 hours since the last one. @_@

i kissed my crush

it’s not how most people imagine it would be.

the first thing you should know is…my crush is a girl with a boyfriend which really thinks she’s straight. maybe she is. idk.

second thing is it’s a dare game which my gay friend help me arrange because i really want to kiss her.

third, it’s more like a peck on the lips. she didn’t even allow me to open my mouth. 

she’s very much open minded. so i’m not sure if she agrees to do so because she just want to be awesome or she really want it. because my friend dared her to do it for a week and she refused to until last night. 

so idk.